to all women..

today no more question,cube korek2 td kat frienster tade lagi dh..hehe..rasanya sape2 yg baca paper smlm tahu pasal sorg perempuan yg dirogol dan digantung di pohon durian..(lupe kat mane)..ms baca artikel tu,meremang jugak bulu roma aku,aku kira bukan aku sorg jer,malah wanita2 yg lain pon merasai perasaan yg sama..alangkah sungguh kejam binatang tersebut..langsung tak berperikemanusiaan..marah sungguh aku lepas baca tu..semoga Allah swt membalas setiap perkara yg dilakukannya..geram btol aku..mmg setan bertopengkan manusia..
so,aku kat cni ingin menyeru kepada diri sendiri semua gadis2,anak2 dara,bini org,mak org,kakak org,sape2 je la yg berjantina perempuan,sila berjaga2 tak kira anda diluar @ di dalam rumah..berhati2 dgn org sekeliling..jika anda keluar,cuba elakkan berseorangan,jagalah aurat anda..zaman sekarang ni,ramai org lebih menjunjung nafsu daripada agama,mereka hilang pedoman hingga tak dapat bezakan ape yg patut dan ape yg tak patut..

disini aku pon nak berkongsi perkara yg tak berapa serius tapi kire pengalaman jugak la..
my parents mmg selalu pesan,dont u ever keluar sorg2,tambah2 aku tinggal berasingan dengan derg ni..selama 4 thn aku kat upm ni mmg aku patuh la..then msk thn kelima ni benda nak jadi,disebabkan aku terpaksa melalui satu weekend yg memboringkan(rumet balik kg),so aku langgar janji aku n maka keluar la aku sorg2 ke salah satu shopping centre yg berdekatan..nak dijadikan cerita,agaknya tulah aku dpt sbb tak dgr ckp parent ak,3 org lelaki asek ikut je aku kat dlm pusat membeli belah tu..nasib baekla kat tmpt ramai org..aku ingat derg ikut aku kejap je,pas aku tak lyn agaknya derg akan giveup la kot..rupanya tak,aku msk setiap kedai diorg ikut aku..aku buat2 masuk toilet pon derg tunggu kat luar..sudah..aku dah gelabah cipan,maka aku try kol rumet aku,die nasihatkan aku stay kat tempat ramai org..masa tu mmg nak nangis sbb tak dgr ckp parent aku..then tiba2 ade sorg mmbr aku kol (agaknya tak sedap ati kwn die dlm masalah ni),aku bitau die ape yg terjadi then die pon trus dtg amik aku..huhu..w/pon benda ni tak serius,x jadi ape2..tapi aku mmg serik nak kluar sorg2 lagi..

am i addicted?

seems like im addicted to this stuff,juz wanna do it again n again..i dont know why..hehe

1. Someone tells you they love you, you say..
wait,i hv to think first..except if he is the one i wait before..i'll surely say i love u too dear..

2. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
i'll never..next!

3. Do you miss anyone?
absolutely

4. Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
yaya,my rumet

5. Do you like your bed?
not really

6. Will this weekend be a good one?
i dont know..what will happen to me this weekend..

7. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
whurmmm.next

8. Do you like your life as of now?
not really

9. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
no.

10. Do you drink coffee?
yup..i like having coffee at oldtown coffee house

11. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
im study that time(2nd test is around the corner)

12. Do you like surprises?
depends on my mood

13. What are your plans for the future?
i want a stable job(with a good salary),be a wife and a mother to my 3 children..(is it complete enough?)

14. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
im soo excited babe

15. Do you like pasta?
yeah..i do

16. When did somebody tell you they loved you?
last 2 weeks(my niece,damiya did~~)

17. Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
yup..bcoz i cant store them anymore..if i still keep it, im going to burst

18. Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
of course..

19. Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
nope(what kind of question?who cares?..)

20. Are you good at persuading?
im really bad in persuading people i think im better in forcing people..sheesshhh

21. Are there a lot of people in your house?
no,juz my parent n my sister

22. Does the same person call you every single day?
not really

23. Last call received from who??
kak ila staff fakulti..says that my masker i've ordered arrived already..(aiyoo..that means money)

24. What are you doing tonight?
sure i'll study at my desk with a cup of coffee besides me

25. Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
no,i prefer to tell my girls

26. Are you friends with more guys or girls?
no,,more girls

27. Who was the last person with you?
not last actually,plus he still around me bcoz his desk just next to mine..my colleague,mr zaman a bangladeshi postgrad..huihui

sesajer

actually i dont know what to write and juz got an idea after read the bulletin at friendster juz now.this quite interesting to answer..hehe

How did you get one of your scars?
bicycle accident..that scars on my right hand..so ugly but thank god,not too obvious

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
hangout my gals,n they treat me specially..thanx,luv u all

How are you feeling at this moment?
a lil bit anxious

How did your night go last night?
last nite very2 hot...terpakse tido bukak tingkap luas2..sory rumet,ekceli die takut antu masuk(hihi)

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
juz bought it last nite..actually its a blouse(dah 3 org puji pagi ni..lalala~~)

How often do you see ur best friend?
since i got lot of bestfrens,some of them dah dkt 3 thn x jumpa..huhu..

How much money did you spend last month?
erkk..i dont calculate

How old do you want to be when you get married?
25,,25,,25 (im not 'gatal',but for the best future planning)

How old will you be at your next birthday?
24 yrs old..

What did you do last weekend?
saturday-karaoke
sunday-went to the lab n go for shopping after that

What did you last cry over?
last two weeks because i got mental harrasment from a psycho thru sms and call..damn!hate it

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
cry until my tears dry and my eyes become swollen as panda bear or sleep until i got headache..huhu

What are you worried about?
my research project,my test on thursday,undergrad lab this friday(there's a matter i hv to deal with)

What did you have for breakfast?
fried mee

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
the truth is ...yes

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of course

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
no thanx

Who was the last person you saw?
mr zaman my colleague

Who was the last person you texted?
arina

Who was the last person you hungout with?
arina

Who was the last person to call you?
hensem

Who did you last hug?
my beloved nephew..danish

Where did you last hang out?
alamanda

Do you like someone right now?
:)..yup ehee

Do you think anyone likes you?
i think so

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
no,im proud of myself

Does the future scare you?
yup,i dont know whom i will be..a teacher?a lecturer?a phd student?a wife?a mother?can i be used to it?

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
i want to repeat my spm,i'll do my best n im going to fly oversea juz like my frens did..

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
it is really impossible!!and never happen

Would you shave your head to save someone you love?
of course i'll do it

Are you happy with your life right now?
ermm not really..sigh..thats not mean im not grateful for what i got n what i have..i juz want to live better,stable, and beside my love..

kenduri kawen

ermm..dh brape hari tinggalkan blog..nak crite pasal last weekend aku pegi majlis kawen my fren..best nye dpt jumpe kawan2..tak sangkanye dh dekat 8 bulan aku dh abes degree..cptnye masa berlalu bila pikir2 balik...actually,bila tgk balik muka mmbr2,derg seme dh keje,pegang duit sendiri,mengumpul harta untuk simpan,enjoy,kawen,ade la rasa terkilan sikit.ye la aku ni blom ade pape lagi..tp aku still dengan pendirian aku yg mengatakan,jalan yg aku pilih ni adalah tepat dan sgt sesuai dgn aku..i dont mean that i really love to study,tp ntah la,bila compare blaja dgn keje, i course i will say,study is muchooo fun..hmm berbalik kepada cerita pegi kawen td,masa majlis tu sembang punya sembang, rupanya ramai yg dh nak kawen,hujung thn ni,thn depan,,,conform2 la,sedikit sebanyak aku agak risau.ye la umo dh lanjut,,.mcm2 aku pikir dlm kepala otak ni,,kan bagus if ape yg kite plan terus2 jadik je..mimpi je la..sigh~~tanak la masuk kelab A..hisyy nauzubillah..huhu..yg aku tahu skarang ni aku hanya mmpu berdoa semoga aku akan berjumpa dgn jodoh aku..insyaAllah..amin amin aminnnn

kat sini aku attach kan gmbr2 kenangan mlm tu..

mind vs soul..

Nampaknye gangguan terus berlaku..bunyi2 yg dikeluarkan oleh compactor machine dari lab sebelah terus membingitkan telinga aku yg tak seberapa tenteram ini.Sesungguhnya setelah aku membaca satu jurnal mengenai ‘rheological properties of EVA polymer in bitumens’,aku berasa malas untuk meneruskan pembacaan aku.

Hati aku lebih melonjak2 untuk menghabiskan bacaan novel ‘new moon’ yang tinggal sedikit lagi..dengan harapan edward cullen akan muncul di 2-3 chapter kedepan yg bakal aku baca,sesungguhnya aku tak sabar menunggu jarum jam yg terpendek itu mengarah kearah pukul lima,jadi aku boleh balik dan terus membaca novel tersebut..

akan tetapi harus aku kuatkan iman,akal yang waras membisikkan,’zura,kamonla..baca lagi 1 jurnal,so mlm ni ko tak payah buka file research ko lagi,n ko boleh melayan novel tu dgn senang lenangnye di atas katil yg empuk tersebut”...disebabkan bisikkan itu,aku gagahkan perasaan ini,dengan paksa rela aku cuba fokuskan pembacaan jurnal yg aku printkan pagi tadi,walaupon mata aku sesekali menjeling2 beg pack polka dot disebelah aku yg didalamnya berisi novel yg aku ingin baca itu..ohoh..:p

window shopping to shopping

last sunday, i went to KLCC with my buddies..with an intention only wanna window shopping

then changed to sumthing that spending out my money..but thats ok i think.. i really feel relieves

all the tension and all the stress when i bought sumthing..i bought a shirt and a novel title 'new

moon'..it is a sequel from twilight version..i luv romantic+action+fantasy..thats sooo cool..i enjoy

reading that books very much.actually i intent to buy other novel 'the ideal wife' by mary what..

(in dont know how to spell it),but thats not available..i go to that bookshop twice,but still didnt

get it,but this 'new moon' cure it..hihii..my life is going back to normal i think..thank you Allah.

anyway, juz came back from a discussion with my supervisor, huh at last,we decided to finalize

how many sample for lab test in my research..im soo worried about it before. hope i can present

my proposal very soon..i cant wait anymore..thats too slow,i hv to work harder..camon zura,stop

playing n do ur work,take it seriously..ganbatae!!

tgh mood jiwang karat

i really do like this song..the lyrics suits to me..juz listen thru the youtube when u r free>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ln-KOWgrGiI

Lirik Lagu DEWA ( Dhani ) - Munajat Cinta The Rock Feat Dhani

Malam ini, ku sendiri,tak ada yang, menemani,

seperti malam-malam,yang sudah, sudah

Hati ini, selalu sepi,tak ada yang, menghiasi,

seperti cinta ini,

yang s’lalu, pupus

[Chorus:]

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,

kekasih yang, baik hati,

yang mencintai aku,

apa adanya

Mawar ini, semakin layu,

tak ada yang, memiliki,

seperti, aku ini,semakin, pupus

Chorus] (x2)