July 2, 2009

just a reminder


kita misti biasa dgr ayat2 camni atau kita sendiri yg pernah ckp,,'kenapa la nsib aku mcm ni?' atau 'kenapa la aku slalu bernasib tak baik?' ataupun(higher pitch) 'kenapala aku slalu dpt benda yang aku tak hendak dan kenapa la aku tak dpt benda yg aku nak?'..hurmm..u all pnh tak mengeluh cmni?actually aku sendiri pon penah?tak de la selalu,tapi tadi siang baru je aku ckp salah satu skrip tu (ask my witness,,my rumet)..setiap benda yg berlaku, sama ada baik atau buruk pasti ada hikmahnya..itu aku konfem sbb aku slalu mengalaminya..i believe it..andai kata kita tak dapat apa yg kita nak skarang ni, percaya la,pasti Allah swt mengaturkan sesuatu yg lebih baik untuk kita, rahsianya kita sbgai hamba mst lah kena sentiasa memohon dan bersabar...tapi itu tak bermaksud kita berdoa dan menunggu je,mst la ada usaha..tak gitu..

dari kiri:pn faridah,danish,me n miya


aku bukan nak membebel,sekadar memberi peringatan pada kawan2 dan juga diri sendiri..bukan apa,kadang2 kita terlupa.

walaupon hidup kita tak selalu indah, kita kena ingat ada org lain hidupnya lebih susah, susah bukan sahaja dari konteks financial,mungkin juga masalah2 yg lain,rasanya tak perlulah aku huraikan satu persatu, anda sendiri faham apa yg dimaksudkan.

mcm aku ni,kdg2 terlintas juga pemikiran2 negatif seumpama seseorg yg tak bersyukur,hurmm tapi alhamdulilah,Allah swt masih menyayangi hambanya ini,dengan memberi petunjuk dan hidayah-Nya supaya aku tak terus hanyut dgn pemikiran yg disulam oleh bisikan syaitan..syukur..semoga kita semua sentiasa di bawah lembayung rahmat-Nya..ameen

June 26, 2009

karma

i dont feel sad, nope i lie..a little sad...but also happy at the same time because of the karma i got..hope this means 0-0..seems like justin songs, what goes around comes around..so,this is how the feel being...but still i wish i could say that, so im satistfied and means its really over..no matter how i feel now, i realize that people come with many character..some faithful,some aggressive, some psycho, some just a coward, and many many more..and also, im thinking too much about my life, i dont want to waste my life time anymore..i want to achieve something i can,not something stupid and something will break my life principe..thats the only thinking that cure me rite now..

hurmm i wish i can go back to my hometown..homesick..

June 14, 2009

during lunch hour...

there's too many thing happen this few month in my life..started with my lil sister registration for her foundation programme in uia(there's something big happen during that time,i'll story later), my balik kampung experience (last 2 weeks), my frens wed, and many more..actually i forgot some of them...seems like time running a lil bit faster for me and since the 2nd semester are going to start, i have to prepare my new routine because this becoming semester quite different not like before..my life would change 40-50 percent becoz of new environment that i still dont know how to adapt yet..i'll try, i'll struggle and pray for it..hope it will be fine anyway..

hurmm..since my birthday is aroud the corner,i feel sad becoz im getting old, and i still thinking what had i achieve till now..ermmm..sigh~~

May 16, 2009

no mood.. :(

walaupon mood aku sememangnya tak berapa nak bagus hari ni,rasa macam nak tulis something kat cni.memandangkan aku melepak je seharian dalam bilik ni,rasa macam sedikit blurrr..seolah2 amnesia..cuba mengingati,menyedari alam realiti yang tak berapa indah aku kira..semacam rasa nak pegi buat bungee jumping kat KLCC...still blurr actually,selepas berhibernasi agak lama..ini adalah fenomena biasa bila aku stress..stress coz ade proposal presentation next monday..yg dem nye,spttnye last thursday,then di postpone kan,tu lg tensen..
oh yea..nasib baikla malam ni aku nk pegi tgk af,so blh aku mengambil angin luar smbil chatting2 ngan member2 yg dah lama aku tak jumpa.(anyway,vote for aril!)tetapi sedikit curiga ade ke kedai yg buka af sedangkan malam ni ade final game footbal mu lwn pebende ntah..aduih..ini satu fenomena yg aku tak berapa bekenan..tanak komen banyak2,lu pikirla sendiri,kalu blur tak yah pikir.huhu...

seems like my life routine will have a huge transformation because of certain matter that i cant avoid..and it already started..i dont know whether i like it or not..hurmm..i'll survive,camon!!

May 12, 2009

Selamat hari ibu, Puan Faridah!!

im not sure wether im too emotional today or it was a true feeling that everybody will feel if they read this news.could u plz click the address below...and tgk betul2 gambar pada article tu..fikir-fikirkan lah..

http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2009&dt=0513&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_02.htm

cant u c how the mothers face?i really feels like want to cry..cuba la imagine, anak yang dikandung 9 bulan,ditatang dari kecik smpi besar,anak yang disayangi sepenuh hati digari sbegitu rupa disebabkan padah merempit..i dont really know who to be blamed for this...adakah anak berdarah muda yang tidak memikirkan masa depannya n org yang disayangi or slh ibu bapa yang terlalu memberi kebebasan dan tak mengambil tahu tentang perilaku anaknya di luar. Im sooo sad bila aku tgk expression makcik tu..seriously..

may be topik aku kali ni ada kena mngena dgn sambtan mothers day..actually aku dah wish,but havent prepare the present yet for my beloved mak..(hmm still thinking)..so, dikesempatan ni, aku mengucapkan happy mothers day to my mak, Pn Faridah Ahmad dgn ucapan 'tima kasih atas segala jasa mak mengandungkan,membesarkan,menahan perasaan semasa orang buat perangai masa kecik2 dulu,for ur love,(feelz like want to cry..),and everything..,saya sayang mak'....sob sob..

May 5, 2009

mlm yg panas begini..

0042am,wednesday

blum rasa ngantuk(tp rasanya kalu letak kepala kat bantal tdo trus,besela kaki tdo)..feeling guilty kat my sister sbb baru je tadi kene lazer ngan aku, huhu...tu la sapa suruh cuit tyme2 aku tgh sensitif ni,ditambah pula dgn temperature yg tinggi mlm ni,membuatkan emosi aku menjadi lebeh agresif dari biasa...sori la babe..tak sengaja....

dengan kondisi bilik yg tak berapa kemas di pandangan aku(mmg salah sndiri coz mls),kertas2 jurnal yg bersepah di meja study(juga salah aku yg sepahkan)..kedengaran pulak lagu2 yg dipasang di radio malam ni membuat kan perut aku indigestion(terlalu mendayu2,uhuh..macam tade lagu len nak pasang)...ditambah pulak dengan rasa tak selesa sbb kesihatan yg tak berapa ok,membuat kan aku mengambil keputusan untuk tdo je..sebenarnya dari siang tadi after jumpa supervisor aku,aku menjadi chuak dan risau disebabkan presentation yg aku perlu buat next week..macam mana lah aku tak chuak,2 student postgrad yg akan present wit me tu bos jkr ngan LLM,dua2 phd student..mmg la terserlah kekurangan aku nak compare ngan derang...risau sesungguhnyya risau...kepala aku ni,asek membayang2kan ape la akan jadi masa tu..but i will try my best for it...dont embarrass yourself babe! kamon..

tolonnnnnggg!!

May 3, 2009

refreshment

juz got a refreshment after came back from holidays at my hometown...but i tell u what,seems like global warming going to be very serious nowadays..can u imagine that alor star dah sampai 38 degrees celcius?!its really hot..efeknye,aku dapat demam selsema yg teruk..(hampeh kpd yg mengatakan aku dpt swine flu!)sampai ari ni pon x okek lagi...nak buat keje pon malas sbb 24 jam pegang tisu..sob2..but beside that,rasa best sgt coz dah lama tak balik kg(w/pon aku tinggal kat taman)..dapat jumpa femly aku,yg dem terkejutnye tgk my sister yg prgnant tu dh jd gumuk..haha klaka plak coz bese aku tgk die kurus melidi,tetibe cam kene pam guna pam tayar beskal...
actually aku tatau nak bebel ape coz aku tgh penin hilang sumthing but aku request kan lagu ni untuk semua.aku ske sgt lagu ni,tetambah ni lagu theme utk twilight..let sing together.,.yeah!!

Supermassive Black Hole by MUSE

Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul)
I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole(4x)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive(Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole(4x)


p/s:neway, congrates to my adek coz dpt msk matriks uia...