1/3 of happiness

yaaaah...1 of 3 of my slab is done...im soooo happy....but there's sumthing makes me feel a little miserable...hurmm ottoke, im so busy this week. cant even send my little sister to the hospital...still thinking when i will be able to send her..

ape mood ni? sendiri pon tatau

begin from this week, officially im starting to live independently 100%. yelah, since aku live alone coz roomate kehormat aku yg telahpun selamat menamatkan zaman bujang beliau last weekend..aminn...wish u the best, semoga bahagia berkekalan ke akhir hayat...

hmmm still dalam mood raya ke? aku dh tade rasa pape dah...mood buat lab ade la..dah start rasa sikit..no..banyak nervous melihatkan waktu berjalan dgn super pantas..actually byk nak diperkatakan kat cni..tapi x terluah kot...memandangkan ape yg ditulis akan menjadi tatapan umum(to sesapa yg membaca)...its a little too much if i write here...juz let it be and stay still in my heart...

"even me myself never dare to touch my own heart, how could i let others?.." --> may be juz becoz i'm a coward..yeah...maybe...

bpyong!!

just to think about

it is true, when we facing difficulties...we feel pain...hurt..sometimes it comes to think..i wanna die rite now..but after that, after regain our spirit back..dont u feel that u r stronger than before...

the bad thing,the bad experience, or incident at the past...will be just a memory in the future and from that, we get more confidence,mature, braver and stronger...

but must remember, that will only happen to the person who succeed going thru all the difficulties, without fear and face them with sincere heart...

for the person who r running away from it (problem/difficulties), u gain nothing from it...n u might be facing the same problem next time n dont know what to do..n u know what..we call that a Failure!!

ramadhan comes again

alhamdulillah..coz diberi sekali lagi peluang oleh-Nya untuk menikmati bulan yg penuh rahmat ni..syukur..aku tau kejadian yg berlaku sehari sebelum puasa tu mesti dugaan kepada aku...syukur aku masih selamat dan masih bernafas dengan anggota badan dan organ yg berfungsi dengan sempurna. apelah sngt nak compare dgn kebendaan.

kata org, bila kita dpt sesuatu yg menggembirakan..kenalah berjaga2 mungkin ada sesuatu yg bakal ditarik..then, same wit the opposite situation..if kita ditimpa sesuatu kesusahan/kesukaran mungkin ada sesuatu yg istimewa Allah SWT akan berikan pada kita sebagai balasan...sma ada kita sedar atau tidak....

hurmm..story pasal conference di kuching last week, alhamdulilah semua berjalan lancar..n seme org happy berconference sambil bercuti...

ok la..juz wanna update blog je ni..anyway..selamat berpuasa to all muslim and muslimah..
gunakanlah setiap saat di bulan rahmat ni dgn aktiviti ibadat, no matter physically or mentally ...coz Allah SWT alwayz know what u do, what u think....

p/s: quite happy coz dah lepas OAC determination..then come on next stage>>>performance sample preparation...

aku yg emo today...

really...they r so cruel...today is already 26th..how come gaji tak masuk lg...really...not fair...ey..kpd yg in charge kitorg punye gaji..ingat u all je ke nak gaji on time?ingat u all je ke nak belanja makan, bayaq duit kete,minyak kete..hah?hah? ingat student tak kene byr seme tu...
if u all punye gaji masuk lmbt..marah tak?my mood is extremely bad today...kamonla...kete aku tu nak minum ape hah?aku ni dlm purse adeRM xx je..tau tak...dah le nak g wec ni this weekend..makan pasir la cmni...

p/s: today mood cam bangang..emotional sungguh grrrrrrrrr..financial problem is really depressing..chow!

lost of patient

HOW TO DEAL WITH ANNOYANCE??!!! ARGHHHH CANT STAND IT ANYMORE...GONNA BURST ANYTIME!!

preparation...

starting to feel nervous...i'm going to a conference in sarawak 1-5 august 2010 as a presenter..i need to read a lot...dont wanna look like a stupid...forsure i've read more recently and that means SLEEPY more...i dont hate reading but i'm not the type who can sit 2-3 hrs juz read academic/knowledge book....yawning all the time..huaghh..huhuhu..help me...nya nya nya